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I lost a special friend today
the kind you can’t replace,
and looking at her empty bed
I still can see her face.
I know she’s in a special place
our Lord has for such friends,
Where meadows, fields & flowers
help make them strong and whole again.
I know she’s watching over me
She’ll be with me when I cry,
So with one more kiss on her beloved head
I told my friend goodbye
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i have tons and tons of blog worthy material,so much in fact that i’ve got nothin’. it’s just too much.it overwhelms my mind. i really need to get back in business.
i have a bunch of cute kid-ims jotted down at the moment so i could blog them….soon…..very soon.
life is life still. it could be better. it isn’t as good as it was in september/october but hopefully soon it gets back there.
just way way too much going on in my life right now. i just can’t really dissect it all. it’s too overwhelming most days.i’ve lost my patience supply and found myself becoming more and more ambivalent,about more and more things/circumstances. it isn’t the healthiest feeling in the world.
i’ve been missing TC so much lately.i really miss having that connection with someone,especially in times of need. the pain of the loss has gotten less,but the intensity i don’t think has,and it may never.
i’m going to turn 37 soon, and it seems so surreal in many ways. at least i have accomplished my main goal i had as a youngster…to be a mommy!! i always wanted to have a bunch of kids. it’s the most rewarding ‘job’ in the world but man is it ever trying at times. some days i question it all. but being a mom really has some great rewards.
i think i’m just in a funk again.i need to get motivated. i have so much to take care of,to get started,to complete,to figure out.and i’d lately just prefer to sleep(altho unfortunately at odd hours.grr)
i gotta get my mojo back.lol i just need to START,and stop just thinking.
and there ya have it…i’ve got nothin’….nothin’ all over the board!
you know you’re a floridian…
Posted October 2, 2009
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You know you’re a Floridian if….
Socks are only for bowling.
You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes.
A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, but everything to do with shade.
Your winter coat is made of denim.
You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites.
You’re younger than thirty but some of your friends are over 65.
Anything under 70 degrees is chilly.
You’ve driven through Yeehaw Junction.
You know that no other grocery store can compare to Publix.
You know that anything under a Category 3 just isn’t worth waking up for.
You dread love bug season.
You know what a snowbird is and when they’ll leave.
You think a six-foot alligator is actually pretty average.
‘Down South’ means Key West.
Flip-flops are everyday wear. Shoes are for business meetings and church
You have a drawer full of bathing suits, and one sweatshirt.
You get annoyed at the tourists who feed seagulls.
A mountain is any hill 100 feet above sea level.
You have a bumper sticker: ‘This car climbed Mount Dora’, and you know where and what Mt Dora is.
You know the four seasons really are: hurricane season, love bug season, tourist season and summer.
You’ve hosted a hurricane party.
You can pronounce Okeechobee, Kissimmee & Lutz.
You understand why it’s better to have a friend with a boat than have a boat yourself.
You’ve worn shorts and used the A/C on Christmas and New Years.
You recognize Miami-Dade as ‘Northern Cuba.’
You’ll not only forward this but you understand it.
baby making machine?
Posted September 20, 2009
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SO,this issue has always been of concern to me. why do some ppl think it is ok to keep having baby after baby after baby,just so they can get the gender they want?? and they aren’t ashamed to admit it either!!
i think most of these ppl are very simple minded,and tend to neglect the children they already have,who are the opposite gender of what they REALLY wanted in the first place.
i’m all for trying to sway things. i did that while ttc erika and God blessed me with my baby girl. but i can tell ya if she had been a boy i knew that it was meant to be and God planned it that way. i wasn’t going to keep having more ‘until i got a girl’. that’s crazy! especially if the young boys in the family hear it said over and over. do you really think that’s appropriate adult behavior? i didn’t try for one or the other with my boys. knowing my 3rd would most likely be the last,i figured why not? let’s have some fun with it.
i just think it is sad to hear ppl so unhappy with what God has blessed them with,that they become a baby making machine until they get what they want. seems like someones a bit self centered dontcha think? hmmm
it’s a huge pet peeve of mine. if you want a big family,go for it.but be sure you have a damn place to live and don’t get evicted every 12-18m and you have a large enough vehicle,plus honest money to raise another baby.and don’t keep popping them out just cause they are the ‘wrong’ gender.
it’s just not cool! those poor babies!
the prettiest tink ever
Posted September 20, 2009
on:- In: Activities/Trips | Erika | Kid-isms | Pictures
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erika got the disney store tink set as a christmas present from family friends last yr! all we need is a head pc,some white tights and probably green wings.i think a boo boo was made when the blue wings were chosen?
this was her first try on last week. she got it on,looked at me and exclaimed-mommy,look at me!i look pretty!! boy did she!!
lukas is using his light up cptn america from last yr.he loves it! adding the shield this yr too! jakob will be a really cool red and black ninja.
small minds strike again!
Posted September 20, 2009
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it is funny to see just how BORED the stupid ones must be!! (stupid ones refer to a group of small minded ‘mothers’ who spend their time gossiping about one another and others,belittling others and generally living a life of shame filled with being fakers and haters).
once again, the stupid ones have nothing better to do,so they send out a worker ant(lmao)to start shit all over again. this worker ant is so damn immature,young -not just in age but even younger in maturity and intelligence. she starts running her loose lips,spewing lies. funny,they’ve even got new spins on them this time! lol maybe even more boredom got the best of the stupid ones and they had to add more fun to the mix? i laugh at the stupid ones. i also feel sorry for them.what kind of ppl would do that to others….to tell blatant lies over and over for months,and even make up new ones? they obviously have simple minds and nothing better to do.
i for one will always stand taller than the stupid ones.i am honest with my words and do not/will not take crap from anyone. i say it like it is,i tell it how i see it. the stupid ones couldn’t handle the truth. they enjoyed their games way too much to see the truth. but i for one do not stand for listening to another person try to engage me into talking badly about someone they consider to be a friend- over and over and over again. the most guilty of all the stupid ones lives a life filled with so much dishonesty and cheating,that it makes me ill to even dwell on it. thus,i won’t allow her to even enter my thoughts. she has the loosest and largest lips of them all. always trying to bring others down to make herself look larger.lol. she hated when i spread honesty to the others,telling them the awful things she said about them.so of course in retaliation she had to start bad mouthing me as well.
at that point,i truly realized just how stupid they were and i made the wise choice to no longer associate myself with ppl of ‘that’ caliber. they deserve each other,they’re one and the same.content to spend their time trying to bring others down and backstabbing one another. that isn’t what a real friend is like.
the stupid ones are great at pretending to be friends with other stupid ones,but at any chance they get,will backstab one another to anyone who will listen. hence how they got their group name! 🙂 i will NEVER stand for listening to such bs talk from one who pretends to be friends with whom they are poorly speaking of.
the stupid ones have already crumbled in upon themselves once. it is only a matter of time before it happens again.
i am so happy to have found myself a whole new set of REAL friends,who actually like to do fun things.we are real,we don’t bad mouth each other,we are MATURE and all of our well behaved children get along wonderfully! the children have not been taught they are better than other children,the children are not trained to be stuck up!!my friends are fun women,their husbands are just as awesome,they actually speak and don’t just sit in a chair eating and drinking and looking all scowl faced. they are true gentleman.
the stupid ones also like to make fun of ppl with mental illnesses and those who are different. now THAT shows just how stupid they are! but…… karma is a bigger bitch than they will ever be.and God is listening to what they say. He very well may hit their family with a mental illness!!
so hopefully the stupid ones will get over themselves sometime this century and grow up! they are NOTHING so long as they choose to act this way.society has been tainted by them and others like them. very sad.
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take a look at her site and see what she does in her spare time.it will truly touch you.
the most complicated months ever!
Posted August 29, 2009
on:- In: Conflict | Health | Milestones | Other | Sadness | Stupidity | Thoughts
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perhaps the most complicated months in my entire life thus far- july and august 2009. i am happy that september is peeking around the corner and i can say so long to august.
august began with frequent thoughts of suicide- more of suicidal ideations than an actual plan to complete it. my children are my life,i truly live for them.but i felt so hopeless in july and at the beginning of august that thoughts of everything being no more would enter my mind more often than daily.honestly ,a couple times i was triggered and figured some family members would be better off without me.
then of course i got help going into the 2nd week of august. i knew i was at rock bottom by a few things that had transpired.and soon after i had HOPE.
now we’re closing out the month and i have been so hopeful for almost 2 weeks,have a mostly positive attitude and a renewed lease on life!! things are definately different this time. i am fed up with my depression and with how long it went on this time before i got help. i don’t EVER want to go thru another time like the past 6 months( started after my surgery).total hell,ripped me raw from the inside out.
so august,you can leave now!! i’m ready for a fresh,new month! bring on september. i am stronger,more hopeful and determined to succeed. 🙂
literally speaking
Posted August 27, 2009
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the littles were running in the house and daddy tells them to stop or be punished. he ends it with: you’ve been warned.
then lukas counters with: but i want to be cold daddy!!!
hahahahaha, get it? he took it as you’ve been WARMED.
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